I'm gonna go Crazeeeey!

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I’m selfish. See, I love my girlfriend. She’s great! She loves me, cares for me and makes me happy. What I don’t get and always ask myself is why do I get jealous of everything? Hey, I trust her. In fact, I’m the one with the bad record. So I dunno why I’m like this with her. WAAA I dunno! Maybe I am just that scared to lose her. Maybe I am just THAT selfish.

The things I get jealous of are not even like real ‘threats’ to our relationship. They’re not boys so I don’t know why. Hmm.. well, there IS one boy but she’s assured me a million times about that. The other things I get jealous of? Well, there’s: her girlfriends - all of them ( I like her friends, I’m friends with them too. I just don’t wanna share her attention with them), her ‘boy’friends - well, she has a LOT of friends, and of course you can’t avoid her having boy friends because she is friendly. I know I can’t tell her to stop being friendly ‘cause that would be just wrong..other things I won’t go into detail anymore.

I know I can’t change her to my liking and I shouldn’t. Maybe because I feel she’s the one..that’s why everything is hard for me when I’m not holding her hand. Well, it’s me that needs to change. I need to trust her fully and man up. I mean, I love her so much..but I think it is what it is. I’m selfish.

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break down

I don’t know what the hell happened. I’m losing my mind sitting here thinking what I did wrong? Was it last night at the party when I wanted to go home with my friends? you know, I just broke down…and I’m still breaking down…you know the feeling when you get rejected? And the ironic part is,she is my girlfriend. My own girlfriend rejected me,on the phone,with just 5 freakin’ words..”sa MONDAY nlang tayo magusap.” That just broke my heart right there.

I don’t know why I’m even blogging about this..but I have no one right now and this feels like the best way to like,pour my feelings to..I don’t know what to do…it’s just Friday! I don’t know if I can make it a day without talking to her..I just hope that I don’t hear horrible news from her on Monday. I hope she won’t leave me because she’s my life and without her I don’t know if I can go on.