break down
I don’t know what the hell happened. I’m losing my mind sitting here thinking what I did wrong? Was it last night at the party when I wanted to go home with my friends? you know, I just broke down…and I’m still breaking down…you know the feeling when you get rejected? And the ironic part is,she is my girlfriend. My own girlfriend rejected me,on the phone,with just 5 freakin’ words..”sa MONDAY nlang tayo magusap.” That just broke my heart right there.
I don’t know why I’m even blogging about this..but I have no one right now and this feels like the best way to like,pour my feelings to..I don’t know what to do…it’s just Friday! I don’t know if I can make it a day without talking to her..I just hope that I don’t hear horrible news from her on Monday. I hope she won’t leave me because she’s my life and without her I don’t know if I can go on.
